feeling lonely. very lonely. so lonely. *sighs*

peter cincotti was in town at thumpers having his private concert. he is so cute. *slurps* something usually stirs in me when i see a guy cute guy playing the piano soulfully. like lee hom. i love watching mtvs of lee hom playing the piano. its just sooper dooper sexy lor.

i know a couple of guys (like my one-and-only-ex) that play the piano but they don't play the piano soulfully. its a different feeling when they just play or they play from their heart and soul, immersing themselves in it and playing using their feelings (as in not reading from the score).

during my stint as a relief teacher a short while back, the school had organized a music week where each individual class would take turns and sing or play recorders for the rest of the school.

then the organizing teachers committee shot an arrow at a pe teacher to be a guest performer. he played 'gan xin ti dai ni' by ekin cheng on the piano. its such a romantic song, one of my favourites. the way he played is damn mesmerizing. like lee hom. i just didn't see him in the same light as before after his performance. cool, cute, handsome, well-built, tanned WITH a soft edge. *drools* hur hur...

nope, my dar don't play the piano but i still think he is ultra mega sexy and i love him very very very much. *grins* (well, just in case dar reads this and is sadded by my guys-play-piano-sexy fetish. must have disclaimer ma. hee...)

my legs were aching badly yesterday night after the short shopping trip. we didn't even cover a lot of ground (heeren marche, hello singtel, takashimaya post office, takashimaya zara, takashimaya guess, takashimaya levis, lucky plaza levis, scotts mango and THATS IT lor) but i want to die from the pain already. =( getting old already. so sad.

we went to this newly opened cafe called il caffe di roma that is set up by a good buddy of lim buey tor. he was like promoting it so much that, since i was in the area and feeling so tired after the walking around, so sat down there and had a cuppa.

one of the (among the many) cafe's unique proposition is that it uses special looking glasses to serve its iced water. the construction of that glass and the way it rest on the waitress tray on its way to my table worried me for a minute ok. heh...

anyways, the cafe is located at a really good spot to people-watch. but singapore so little yan daos, so me and char were bag-watching instead. counting the number of lvs, pradas, guccis, diors walking past. so many lor. wishing we can be among the many.

i'm a good girl today. stayed home to clean up the house thoroughly (really thoroughly ok) although i wish i can be out doing something more interesting. but i must do it or else once my work starts, i would hardly have time for such thorough cleaning.

think my bones are getting lazy. i used to mop the floor twice a week, now its only once and i'm complaining. complaining a LOT. *bleahz* not working now somemore.

3 more days. *gasp* i've lost the working momentum. lost the balance between work, home and school as well. need some time to get it back. to be more exact, maybe much time is more appropriate.

thinking of next tuesday makes me depress. no more waking up at 5pm. no more leisurely lunches. no more do-what-i-please anytime. *arghhh* i must be and stay positive. washing my own brain - i love my work, i love my work, I LOVE MY WORK...